Monday. 12.11.06 11:13 pm
i saw emmanuel kiss his girlfriend. and i felt like i just collapsed inside. then was the time i knew i like him. and that was on friday.
well here is an update about that guy i liked. we both figured out each others secret without actually saying. we both now know that we like each other more than just friends. the cute part right now is that he got me a christmas present.
him: "if im thinking correctly; can i ask you a question??"
me: "no. haha jk yeah"
him: "can you please be patient and wait for me"
** im just slient feeling like i feel into a deep hole. why does he want me to wait.."
me: " well im really impatient"
by now i feel like just giving up. i dont want to wait for him and feel like a rebound!
== convo goes on ==
me: well since we both know how we feel for each other why dont you tell me your secret
him: no i cant .
me: why not?
him: because i think i might scare you away
me: no, you wont. just tell me
him: i cant becase my feelings for you are so much strong than yours to me. also id feel like id be betraying tina
by now, i dont really care about tina at all
#1 she hates me
#2 she talked crap behind my back
i used to stand up for her too! i think thats why it effcts me so much.
currently: i feel as if i did some thing wrong. how is it that what i felt could make me so happy left me feeling like crap. yesterday he only called me because i wathed a movie that he really liked then left. we dont even talk the same. its almost as if he told me to wait, and just ran away in the distance with tina.
what else is trippy, is that he wants to break up with her so badly. but its hard for him since they've been going out for 10 months. shes "in love" with him. and she's super emotional. whhhatt the heck. and he wants me to wait for a while. uh. break up with her if you have no feelings for her. other than that im leaving
Life, Romance...*sigh* Why is he still with her again? If he ran away, he's a big scaredy cat. If his last line is true, isn't he betraying her by telling you and still not breaking up with her?
» Silver-dot- on 2006-12-11 11:34:33
that's how me and a girl were but...she wasn't dating or anything, which makes it hella complicated
» middaymoon on 2006-12-11 11:40:33
Not a whole lot to say other than Take what you want. Screw the other girl, and get the guy if that's how you feel. If things go sour or don't work out, at the very least you get the relief of acting on your feelings. And if things go right, then you get your boy. :-P
» DarkDragonKnight on 2006-12-12 12:24:49
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