Sunday. 6.10.07 1:40 am
Today Eman's sister got married to David, FINALLY. Right now i'm not really getting along with Eman and it's so frustrating. Well, i went to the wedding reception and at first i wasn't invited. But when Mitsi went to the wedding they took a family home evening picture and i was the only one missing. So Melina told Mitsi to tell me to go to the reception because were friends. Even thought I'm not friends with Eman that much, i went for Melina. It was her wedding day and i wanted to be there and not look back thinking, i should have gone. The thing is, i actually have kind of a fun time! Ryan is always funny so is Mitsis mom and David too. But then i was fighting with myself saying, i kinda want to talk to Eman, what if i never gave him that note that told him what is been ticking me off about him lately. What if i never said anything and i kept being quiet. I couldn't i had to tell him, there's no going back now. It's annoying how much this could irritate me. Music came on and i danced, not very good. but it was fun haha.
Afterward when everyone as saying their good byes Mitsi goes over to Eman. It was just them two and she was talking to him for like 5 minutes i knew she was asking questions about me and him, making sure things were ok. I just don't want to think about him.
Thinking about the future, and what we both thought we could be is now gone. Then i look at David and Melina and how they were friends in high school and now they're married, it's weird. and it was just so totally awkward when i was there. =/
I think Davids brother is a better candidate right especially since he is on his mission. He has goals set and he is accomplishing them.
» kKaMa67 on 2007-06-12 09:59:40
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