MY POEM
by: Jordan chang

now this is a poem that i created about 2 years ago and this is a serious poem. im not making fun of anyone. just thought id have this. and yes, i do not really enjoy emo people because i realized how ridiculous i was acting back themn. and now im normal okaaay.

My heart feels like... a sharp shiny delicate razor is piercing it... and every tear... that rolls down my face the razor goes more and more deeper in... Stabbing and bleeding my heart... until it pushes me to the edge... and i find my body with deep scars and fresh cuts all over my body... as the muscle and tissues in every cut show and start to bleed waterfalls of blood… pouring all over my clothes and skin... unable to stop it... and unable to fix what I’ve just done to myself... and only when i stop to think about it. what will i tell everyone … what I’ve done to myself...where i got all of my deep flesh cuts and the blood dripping all over my flesh into piles of blood...what would i tell the ones i love, the ones who love me when they see permanent scars all over my body...that i know would never go away... the guilt id have to look back on... trying to take back time.. and i know i cant...all i could feel is that razor blade... cutting in and out of my heart and soul....

i hate you so much.... don’t try to fix me... I’m not broken